Life without Jase

Well Jason has been gone for 5 weeks now and it feels like forever. He is doing good, he past his fit test is now officially in Basic Training. For those of you that didn't know he did past his fit test the first time( he could do push ups the army way, and some other stuff) so he was sent to FTU ( Fitness Training Unit) or as Jase like to call it "Fat Camp". Well he was there for 3 weeks and it helped him out alot and well as you know he was able to pass his test. Because he had to go to FTU he wont be done with training till Jan. BUT he gets to come home for 2 weeks for Christmas.
As for Iky and me, we are hanging in there. We even have a count down till daddy comes home poster, and in case you were wondering there are only 37 days left. Iky is taking alot harder than i thought. the other night he just sat on my lap and cried for his daddy. It just broke my heart. I've been trying my best to keep him busy so as not to let him have time to think about it, but when the day is over and its just me and him at home I guess thats when it hits him. We look forward to the weekend just to hear Jasons voice, and that when all my tears come! Anyways we knew that it wasnt going to be easy, all we can do is to look to the future and know that this to shall pass.